Sunday, March 12, 2006
waiting for my rocket to come


i finally bought jason mraz's cds (: the only thing today that could make me smile.


today was bullshit. just like how recent saturday's and sunday's have been. well it shouldn't be that way but it's really out of my control. maybe it isn't but it's well, difficult. yeah so what if i'm being ostracised, disjointed and feel like i'm on my own. it's pretty much been my fault since the beggining and i don't want to keep thinking of running away from the problem, thinking that it'll disappear. cause it's not. i trust God's plan, everything happens for a reason. even how i dread going to church now.


draw closer to Jesus.


enough of the melancholy. i would do better snapping out of it. busy busy busy day tomorrow. okay not really. meeting loretta to get her ic done and we're going shopping/movie-ing! and then i'm meeting a few of the youths for another movie (: and like shit i'm supposed to go settle my pay at health promotion board tomorrow with the pineapple but it's going to be in the afternoon? but nevermind, i sure hope there is an alternative.